And so you fucking should be embarrassed.
I think it is fucking out of order that people are entitled to having a gastric band after making themselves a fat cunt in the first place. Fair enough if they have something wrong with them, that’s cool.. Whatever. But for…
Who is this fucking idiot? Seriously?
i’m feeling extremely discouraged.
i’ve gained NINE pounds in the last month or so since i’ve been to the doctor.
what the actual fuck?
then, my PCP put me on an 1800 calorie diet.
i mean, is that normal?
and when i finally get to go to my surgeon, will i have to do a 6 month diet with him/her too?
i really don’t want to wait 9 months to do this.
i’m ready to start over.
i’m ready for restriction and portion control.
i’m sick of this uphill battle with food.
it has literally gotten me to the point where i get sick when i watch my family eat.
i’m huge, but the way my niece and nephew are being taught to eat…they’re going to be 100 pounds in the 4th grade.
i need to feel tinier.
i want to move out of my house where there is nothing but disgusting food everywhere.
i want a small apartment with all of my animals and healthy food everywhere.
i want a healthier life for my girlfriend and i.
a place where i don’t have to lay in bed at night and have my mouth water at the thought of snack cakes and chips in the pantry.
a place where i control what kind of foods to buy and what not to waste money on.
i’m sick of looking down at my huge thighs and getting sickened at the amount of cellulite.
i’m sick of taking my shirt off during sex and thinking about how i look on top of my girlfriend.
i’m just tired of myself.
